I rec’d FOUR FREAKING CROCKPOTS as wedding gifts, which I find to be halirious…Target apparently sucks ass because they kept letting people buy crockpots for us from the registry. So once again, I have to go all the way down to Oxnard and return the damn crockpot. GEEZ.

I like target and all, but I got all I needed from there the last time I went there to return the other two crock pots that I got. it’s not like I can just take a gift card and come back any old time . ha.

silly target.

That people want to know whats going on in your life. I mean, are their lives that dull and unfullfilling that they have to pry into yours?

It feels good to be here, in my OWN home. This is my space, not some place that I’m renting. noelove.com has always been my place, and now that I have this blog here, I feel a hell of a lot more free. Plus, I can say and will say the things I want without being held to someone elses standards or thoughts.

what do you have to say about it?

Even though Aiden is 6 years old now, the pain of his birth is still with me. Its hard for me to sit down and relive the uninformed decisions I made, as well as the bullying, and bad treatment I received while I was in labor at the hands of the medical staff.

What I do know about his birth is that I learned that healthy women shouldn’t birth in hospitals. We are not sick. We are simply giving life and that is not an emergency.

Because of Aiden’s birth, I became empowered and passionate about birth. I learned how to trust my body and my subsequent babies to work as a perfect team.

I adore my son Aiden and I thank him for going through that difficult experience with me, because together we learned that birth is not an emergency and that women are strong.

I hope that by seeing his brother and sister born at home, peacefully, he’ll choose a partner someday who believes that birth is normal.

Aiden